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My New Career?

Not to belabor a point, but today did start as a rather poopy day. We had our first snow overnight. Just a couple of inches but it was the puppygirls’ first snow. My theory is this: when they went out and squatted to poop, they got cold, wet bottoms. Go inside and poop? No cold, wet bottom. Problem solved!

Of course, since my husband was first on scene and got to clean it up, he was NOT a happy camper. Not a good start to the day.

Then there was the snow itself. Getting to my eye appointment is a 90 mile trip one way. My husband does not like city driving and he does not like driving in the snow. Once more he was not a happy camper.

It is hard to explain to some people why we have been dutifully driving 90 miles one way, every six months just to be told my eyes are worse. “Please pay your copay.” For those kind of results, I could go five miles down the road!

However, it is all part of a master plan. I have real problems with defeat. Real problem being told there is no answer. If you cannot supply me with an answer, I will find someone who can!

So here I am, running to see Regillo every six months for the past two years….and I think I am getting closer!

First the good news/bad news. Or, in this case, bad news/good news. Although I find it hard to believe, I have fallen down below 20/400 acuity. Bizarre because I don’t feel blind and don’t think I function as a blind woman.. After all, I got the “you don’t look blind!” routine just last month.

However, the good news on that is my vision is now so bad, I can satisfy the truly awful vision requirement for the Astellas’ study that is supposed to launch in March! Regillo referred me again. Is this time four or time five? I have sincerely lost count. [Lin/Linda: I put the details to that study in Sue’s page The Waiting Game.]

He has also put me on the list for APL-2 which is supposed to go into phase 3 clinicals sometime in 2018. He started to offer me “something else” when we were talking about lamp stuff (which is apparently very dead in the water) and I surprised him by knowing exactly where he was going. Working on being memorable. I want my name at the top of the list. [Lin/Linda: Sue wrote about APL-2 in her page My Friend in Manila?]

Also thinking I may be getting closer because I got a new test today. They ran me on the autofluorescence test. This test uses a very bright light. When the image is examined, the areas of the macula that are already dead are black and the areas that are in distress shine. My eye probably lit up like a Christmas tree. If that gets me into a study and gets this stuff stopped? Good.

So, that is where we are. I got a new test. I chose to be hopeful it means they want more information for my new career as a lab rat! Regillo generally seemed positive. Maybe I will be going to Philadelphia.

Written Dec. 14th, 2017

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