Happy Anniversary to Us!

Hi! Happy Anniversary to us! It was February 2016 we started this crazy journey. For those of you who have been around since nearly the beginning, thank you for sticking around and putting up with us! For you who are newcomers, welcome! [Lin/Linda: To read Sue’s very first page, it’s In the Beginning.  At the bottom of the page, there’s a link to In the Beginning: Revisited where you can read about how her life has changed.]

I had a déjà vu experience at the beginning of the week. It was January 31, 2016, when I went skiing and came home to a drastic vision loss. It was January 29, 2019, I went back to the same ski slope, had the same sort of glorious day on the slopes and…came home to the same vision loss I had when I went. That was a bit of a relief! [To read about that day of skiing, it’s The Perfect Storm.]

I cannot tell you I am above engaging in a bit of superstitious thinking about such things. I was relieved when nothing happened.

Anyway. What does my vision look like now ? I have a fuzzy section pretty much in the middle of things. Anything I want to focus on is not all there. I recognize people across a room by body type or other clues. I can see faces well enough to identify them from about two feet.

If I am running the dogs at the dog park, they can disappear into my blind spot at maybe 20 yards or so. That is a guesstimate. I am definitely not able to drive. There were men working on the road the other day. I did not see them until we were maybe 30 yards away. Not enough distance to stop if I had been driving at the same speed.

Reading is done but is greatly curtailed as compared to my pre-AMD rates. I can read a couple of pages of standard font using eccentric viewing. I have a terrible time reading handwriting, especially handwriting of those I do not know. Heck, sometimes I have trouble reading my own handwriting! [To read Sue’s page describing how she uses eccentric viewing, it’s How She Sees What She Sees.]

I am typing this with a standard, 12 point font. I read it back to myself and find typos at a fair, not excellent, level. That is on my iPad. If I am writing reports on the standard laptop I use 28 point font. After the office staff puts it in standard form, I proof it using my CCTV.

I am able to do most of my life skills just fine…or as fine as I ever did. I have never been a housekeeper or a cook. If I don’t want to resort to using my toys, I sometimes have trouble reading directions. I have trouble plugging plugs into outlets and, at the beginning of the cold weather, zipping my jacket can be an event.

In other words, it is not awful. A few toys, a few tricks and a little help from my friends and I am making it. This is three years into being legally blind.

Again, a reminder: I have geographic atrophy. That is “the other” advanced age-related macular degeneration. Even though we dry folks make up something like 80% of the AMD population, we get short shrift.

Why? Well, we do not have the dramatic changes in vision or the severe damage the wet people can have. We also do not have any treatments. If any one knows the term AMD and he finds out I have it, he will almost always ask about “eye shots”. Afraid not, buddy. No treatment. No cure. This girl is dry.

I gotta go, but I refer you to some pages Lin is putting on the FB page. Not everyone gets wet AMD. Most of us actually have dry.

Do I think I will get wet AMD? Nope. None of my doctors think I will either. GA is my way.

Thanks again for being with us!

[By the way, February is also AMD and Low Vision Awareness Month. What are YOU doing to make more people aware of these two important topics?]

Written February 2nd, 2019

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